so...

it's been a while. i know that. there's not much to write. plus i'm just too tired to write. i've been more tired than usual lately, not sure why. i'm not sleeping well at night which doesn't help the issue. i need to be exercising more which will help with sleep but i'm too tired to do it, thus perpetuating the cycle. wow that's a big word to use when i'm so tired! haha... i've started to decrease my dose of the methotrexate (shit i have to go do my shot!). also decreasing the dose of the steroid. probably shouldn't be doing both at the same time but i don't care. tired of being on the steroid. decreasing the dose of methotrexate starts our journey for the second time towards trying to have a baby. gonna be a long road...weaning off for conception will take nine months because of the dose i started at. who knows where i'll end up?


going to spend a few minutes with jeff before going to sleep...he travels again tomorrow. early day for me too...starting at 7am with patients. not my favorite time.


hope you're all doing well. hugs :)


oh here's my new favorite thing!