milestone

ok so it's been a while...i was waiting for my hand to get better so that i could post but it wasn't getting better! sheesh! now my wrists are bad but whatever. the whole point of this post is that i wore my favorite jeans out tonight. yup, my fave fly jeans. i missed these jeans. i haven't worn them in months due to the steroid weight gain, but now that i've lost about half that weight, the jeans fit again! well, they almost fit. but it's close enough because they're stretchy ;)

i am slowly slowly slowly but surely getting better. gotta keep believing in that to make it happen. trying to limit myself in what i do so that i avoid the "broken" hands, which is frustrating, but i'm getting by. christmas is coming and although i'm not all that excited about it this year, i'm excited to see everyone around the holiday. seems like the holiday will stretch out a bit to fit everyone in, but that happens every year so i expected it. it kinda feels like i'm lucky because i get extra holiday time. we'll see how it all plays out. hope everyone is happy with whatever happens. things could be worse, right? i keep saying that to myself...somehow that makes things better. i am grateful for all that i have.